These days, my good humor seems awful thinly spread. Can’t really say why, except that my hormones are playing wild – and NO, I am NOT menopausing… well, you HAD to ask, didn’t you?
It’s nothing big, it’s these small things, which are getting to me; like silly bugs in the 3D software which hinder fluent progress; the hoops needed to jump through just to be able to open a 3rd party file and to be able to start working on a tiny project; the disappointment with myself that I didn’t stick this week to my plan and thus did again NOT complete my taxes… stuff like this. It just leaves me in an icky mood. And not that THIS mood would serve anything but to make me less appealing to myself as well as to others. I think this is how a dog biting his own tail must feel.
Anyways, it’s not all gloomy and bad, baked some great bread today, had some good painting going on yesterday, been busy, busy, busy. But boy, could I use a little cheer right now. Good thing is, I usually can get rid of a shadow like this with a good night sleep. And tomorrow it’s going to be early as I have the family coming before 10 AM.