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Friday, April 20, 2007
Cycle complete.
Yesterday I woke up from a dream and felt that it had been an interesting dream as such but the main thing I liked about it was the feeling of completeness I had while waking from it which carried on into the morning: mission accomplished, end-of-cycle.
I only remember the last few drops, a minute or less of the dream itself :
Walking in the hallway towards the bathroom. Armed with a HUGE bazooka, like, a real BIG weapon, intending to shoot Ralph (yes, my Ex since 10 years). So I enter the bathroom and to my surprise Ralph is hiding in the bathtub, in the water, submerged, trying to make himself as small as possible and not threatening at all. So I don’t shoot, but I talk with him - and he readily ends his attacks on me and he gives it all up, especially what he had kept back to keep the link between us alive : a CD/DVD of us and our time.
I am surprised by it all. First, I can not even recall to what he is referring when he talks about the CD/DVD and that he had been hanging on to it, but then when he hands me the disc, I look at the cover and then I remember seeing it in the past in an other (dream) instance with him (in THAT dream I had paid him a visit) - it shows mainly our last apartment in its beauty of light and wood and me being part of it.
The dream ends with me walking out of that bathroom with the CD/DVD in my hands, glad that I hadn’t needed the huge bazooka and feeling free and somehow relieved but mainly just relaxed and free and ready to move on into the future.
Only a few hours later I got my new job.
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